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Life now
Today went out to catch a movie with kwang min(Light, LoL), I chose the movie. It was dumb and a total waste of nine fifty. I was thinking of doing a review of the movie then i realised it was not worth one bit. The storyline doesn't link up, the editing was badly done, the pictures and scenes were badly angled and blur. The characters were given proper shots, giving people a impression that they lack X-factor(maybe it's a fact).
The storyline isnt deeply developed and elaborated and the story doesn't seem to be really based on true events because it was a really weak foundation they build their story on. If for any reasons, you wanna try the movie, it would be for the gory and the disgust, although seriously lacking too. There wasnt any suspense, u squint your eyes only because u find it pukish, not because it's traumatising.
Bad Bad Bad. What The film really does is make u fearful of Australia.
Lousy movie aside, I'm having a slightly smooth ride to recovery. =) Very depressing though, cause cant find anyone that I need to go out with. Dont blame them, cause they have their purposes in life too. Finding strength in lots of music and blogging bah. I'm opening up pretty well here, that's why I blog a lot.
I realised Rainiee also does this. hmm.. =) I dont hate times like this, although i do wish it to past soon. It's too real a feeling, the heartache, if u get what i mean. You really feel weak and the wrenching of each heartbeat but i like that feeling too because it's really real~. It's ironic. But it's just so tangible, that you dont feel the same about happiness this way.
If you dont get what i mean. When you're elated, you smile, you dont feel it. But with sadness, comes tears, one which u can touch. Oh yah, Dont ask me to dont feel so sad, as in.. dont find it a bother to see me sad. yah, it's normal to me, im one who likes extreme sadness and happiness. I do need encouragement though, and what I've got from my friends now is really sufficient and pain-alleviating.
Because we regret, then will we learn to treasure.
If you wanna hold on to something, learn how to lose it first.
till then;
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