-[ Ouchs ]-
Yes it hurts, and badly.
I thought it was recovering, but it deterioated.
I started having persistent backaches since around March last year, resorted to Panadol Extend to curb the pain because i thought i merely had insufficient rest and stayed up too late too often. But i stop taking after a few weeks, dont like dependency on medicine.
Gradually, the pain didnt seemed to be affecting me, or maybe I already got used to the pain. I also started realising I couldnt stand/walk for long hours (shopping), I dismissed the thought of any serious implications as I believed I was just tired. Peili, remember I always say I needed to sit down cause my legs are aching?
and it's always my right leg. Started noticing the pain more evidently this year (this two months) when I wake up, sit down, stand up, lie down with sore muscles in my right leg. Kept complaining to the people around me and getting very frustrated.
Finally went to ask my father for help, he knew a thing or two about the body and how blood vessels meander around your body and remedies to cure. He told me the condition was rather severe and I probably fell down or got hit at my lower right side of back. The above image was taken after one of the treatment I went through.
I was starting to feel better already but somehow the pain started intensifying this week. I feel the pain on both my shoulders, upper left of my back, lower back and whole of my right leg. So much so that I couldnt concentrate on studies. Panadol extend again!!
The price, I cant get myself to sleep. Must squeeze some time to see a doctor...
A levels are coming, please not now
till then;
14:48
Sunday, August 06, 2006
-[ BBI ]-
Somehow BBI.loveyou reads like "baby I love you", and that is reflectory of my inner voice.
I love BBI. =D
Had a bbq last night around Serene's house, the venuw which is like within a few hundren metres from my house. The purpose was to celebrate Serene(6Aug) and Shuzhen(7Aug) turning 18. It's been long since all of us can make it, all of BBI original members. Of course not to forget, Louie-ssss and Wendy and JJ. Of which it's the second im meeting Wendy since 2001, didnt had too good an impression bad then(two evil mouths at loggerhead then.) It's all changed now, she's a str8-forward person who is kind at heart and generous in giving. =D
It was not all fun, fun, fun during the BBQ, we had our share of emotional moments. Shalln't elaborate, most prob my fault. The round table talk after the sparkling juice was the most entertaining, where we spill out our past "sins" and other experiences(Customer Service!). =) Anyway. attempting to send everyone home was the most fun part of everything, it seemed we werent too keen to part.
Pranwnster was afraid to go home alone! We asked him to board the last 143, then he goes on to ask if other buses, "cannot take meh?". LOL, then i said, "If you see other buses, better~~ dont~~ take~~ hor~~~. If the driver smiles at you, jump off the bus hor~~." Then he started attempting to walk to the busstop and then turned back to rush us to go home, so that we could send him off. LoL.
>>(ffw)
-[ ShiQi ]-.
Shiqi, abZhen and I proceed to send off wendy, while Jieying deals with the other group at her house. Afterwhich, the three of us walked abZ home. It was most enjoyable, being able to talk without having any need to put on a facade. When she's home safely, I took a walk with SQ back home. We live like 100m apart?, meaning he's more or less at my window if not for the trees, you want a much clearer picture.
Starting talking about the past: the old neighbourhood, our time together and the old friends. Okay, we were pretty much interested in science since young and there were many, many Pong Pong trees (know that they are about 4-6 stories tall each)in our neighbourhood. Apparently we tried to pollinate the flowers of Pong Pong. No we didnt climb the tress and rub the pollens grains onto the stigma(Plant sex, if you dont know what we're doing).
Basically, We picked up flowers freshly fallen from the trees and used twigs or tweezers to rub the pollens onto the t the stigma. If you dont know how stupid is that, it's like making the fish on your dinner table swim. I dont know what we did with the "fertilised" flowers(whether we brought it home to wait for the Pong Pong fruits to be bore or whether we planted the flowers in the soil again. hahas!!!), but I think watching the dead flowers die is quite a sad sight and would be devastating to the young hearts. =D.
Oh well, still remember those times whether he, Weibin and I used to cycle all around the neighbourhood. Things have changed. =) Still remember those little Science booklets(my elder bro's) I used to read and lend shiqi to read and then the two of us will do experiments like playing with batteries, metal objects and wires at attempts to light the bulb.
Those were the times Willy was still ignorant and niave, but having the purest enjoyment. =)
*Skips the sad stuff*
till then;
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