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My last few minutes..
My last moments being a seventeen year old guy. Every "one" that i get annually, i treat it as a target for the level of maturity I've to attained. Rather intangible and subjective though.
Immunity to criticism is probably this past year's most evident "skill" that I've acquired. From being claimed to be the third party to be judged by friends who are skeptical about you(inevitable, especially being a s*ckor that I am) to being devalued by even strangers, I've gone immuned. If what they say is true, I would have forever hold my peace and never be here. Just a piece of advice for those who are still trying to get use to criticism: No matter how hard you try, you cant satisfy everyone.
Maybe because of the exact same quote, I dont try to be extremely nice or make an extra effort to be in favour of anyone, Just be myself in my way. Hold truth to my path, and though in an abyss, I'm walking with faith because I know i have friends who support me.=)
Recollecting of what I've faced with this year, of which i wont mention online as they're personal, I think it hasn't exactly been a wonderful year. Still I've enjoyed every minute of being seventeen. I hadn't been exactly a good friend to everyone in my life, I've been neglecting a lot of people. But I know i'm on my way to light.
More confidence and much more composed in facing shocking and unexpected situations. Life is still as wild as a roller coaster ride like ever. I've been thinking, whether I should share something with someone, for about 2 to 3 months, but i think im more or less decided. =)
In the aspect of love, it's rather full of pitfalls and emptiness. LoL.. But I do see a cute girl in the J1 cohort. Miss Long shorts. =P
I believe for every heart that whispers in the dark,
there's a ray of light somewhere shining through.
It was sink,
or swim,
when the tide came in
I found myself when i found you.
I found the closest thing next to heaven.
Wanna sing it to you. Will I get that chance?
Spent the last ticklings of me being seventeen recalling, repenting and reaffirming.
I must thank all those who supported perfetcLite.blogspot in reading in, and encouraging me.
I also extend my gratitude to all of the pillars of strength that stood by me in this past year, and those who stood by me through much longer and ardous roads.
I pray for the best for Simin, Kent, TongLoong in tomorrow's Talentime semis. Remember: Just be your best. :)
God bless!
I pray for my best under S19's clutches.....
till then;
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