-[ Brimming with Life ]-
As hard as Ne-Yo's "So Sick" keeps trying to churn up mixed emotions in me by going "Say I'm so sick of love songs, so sad it's slow..", Corrinne May's "Angel In Disguise" just resound in my head. So it means I'm having a positive mindset now!
Take a look at the ordinary,
Dont need to look for paradise,
You could be next to an Angel in Disguise.
Everyday can be legendary.
This entry would be rather rojak: huge content, no structure or planning but nonetheless nice and tasty. I'll deal issues one by one.
It's Smokin'
Smoke. Cigarettes. Lungs Cancer. Air Pollution. Tar/Nicotine Intoxication. Passive Smoking. Tubercolosis and so the list runs on. We are all too familiar with the list of negative implications cigarettes, so i wont bore you by beating around the bush. I'm not on an Anti-Smoking Campaign or am I any spokesperson for any organisation.
In fact, I find the scent musk in cigg's smoke rather erotic as of what i've encountered in pubs.
My only motive is to reach out to friends close to my heart and my loved ones who likes to have a butt(pun intended) stuck in their mouth. My front is nothing moral, social, or great in any way.
It's just, for me. Yup A selfish reason. I find that if the people i mentioned above smoke, they are like shortchanging the time we are going to spend with each other, our/my happiness and all other moments together with illnesses and an earlier death. Im not talking the effects of passive smoking due to my friends, but rather the impact of ciggs on their health in the long run.
Yes, this has been going on in my mind for a long time before i decided to post it online. =)
Smoking is like burning away the colours of your/my/our lives.
Smoking: Maybe a choice for you, a tradition for you children.
Stop the cycle
Love
Been broken into tiny shards that eventually never got pieced together to form the innocent heart that i used to have. I realised that clinging on to your old self doesn't help. Let go and re-mould my heart to a more society-fitting battle-ready form everytime some one i loved hurt me.
When a relationship ends, it's just so pain-inflicting. It hurts. Your world caves in, the skies darkened, your purpose gone. But I carried on with my life, staggering with each step but still with hope. Only thing in mind, was to learn from my loss and mistakes, and to wish the other party the best.
When a couple splits, both played a part in the separation. Not entirely one's fault, or it might just be simply the that your personalities conflicted each other loh. Don't persist onto something you once had. Cherish the past, no cling onto it.
Dare to take up a love and dare to let it go.
You know what?
I still believe in forever love.
It's just in some rubbish chute.(ponder what i mean, ask me if u really cant.)
Other thing on Love is that, I'm super anti those fup(f-up) people who used the term "stead" to address their loved/attached one. I mean, if you are thirteen and you lack of the vocab to address that special person in your life, I wont blame you. but, lakhasdfs u get what i mean. I just feel that the word "stead" is uber childish, immature and lame. I dont like the term girlfriend/boyfriend also. Prefer to be calling her like, "This is my girl" or "My love".
Yah lah.. it's just a term, but the word "stead" is really misused and misinterpreted by all already. Avoid using that.
The one you loved most is not likely to be the one that will live your life with you.
The one that loved you most not likely to be the person who will end up with you.
The one that ends up with you tends to be a person that you dont love too much, or loved you too much.
General life
I got tired. So I decided to lump everything here in this category.
Life has been quite spastic recently. Life's monotonous for a while, but not it's picking up a little pace and intensifying. It was warm, easy and sweet. I still dont dare to make any big step, because i'm not so sure. But certainly I do feel I'm giving a little too much right into my life. Am I over-doing? Am I just another period of sex sessions or so to say? I dont wish the song "Get Mine, Get Yours" by Christina Aguilera to speak too much of.
LoL.. blah blah.
Holidays! Got more time on my shoulder but I hope i wont waste too much of them this time. Gotta study hard, Mid Year Exams reaching its evil arms towards me. And there's no escape. It's fight, no flight!
After Physics's last SPA(Practical) assestment on thursday, some of us went out for pizza after it. I'm in the picute, you can pick up a few strands of my hair left to the first guy on the left bottom column. Yah.. I was cut off. Sians. Anyway, wonder why Kent is up with colours? He told me, "you noticed cheng face gone in that pic? i pursposely cover de." Wah.. I listen le, suddenly feel very evil then expose his acts loh. =)
Me and fart(siettie lah, she will kill me for calling her fart). The multi-talented(artiscally and linguistic-ly) girl who wanted to take a picture with me when i was just starting to style my hair. No, this is not way close to what I was trying to achieve. It's for the effect, peeps. Taken during last year(2005) March PPS6A1999 Chalet.
Silas and Remy(or rather Prawny
The Ugly(ME), The Poser (always ready to smile and struck a innocent look) and the Greedy(Watch how the food is gone on her stick while we still have ours on.)
Are you ready for me?
till then;
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