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Back to basics.
Realised i lost track of my own soul recently.
Been churned and messed up in this world by this world.
Forgotten my aims, neglected my purposes.
What made me realised: me getting all worked up over small things.
Back to basics,
return to me.
Back to where
I wanna be.
Some say I do reckless things, some say I dont work hard enough.
I guess whatever you say is based on whatever you judged upon,
and certainly your kind of criteria dont work for me.
I cant stop anyone from judging me or anything, and i wont.
You are who you are, no matter how you choose your own life.
Let me choose mine.
I do try to listen and change, for the better,
while still remaining me.
But if i listen to all of your every complains and dissatisfaction with moi,
make the "neccessary" changes, to be a "better man"
I would have long be perfect.
That's no where i wanna be.
Im imperfect.
perfetc.
Perfetc.
Living my world, my rules.
Thinking for you, i try my best.
Giving my all everyday.
Gonna stand tall,
gotta be free.
Just that the wild ocean whale that lives in me.
There are times when i need thee,
but there are times that you aint there.
Not to blame,
blame to Life.
There are times that i need peace,
but time and time,
peace lies far.
Savouring wine in a finely tuned glass,
I living my life laughing at hyennas,
crying like shores,
thinking like the wise sage,
but acting like a fool.
Realised,
all i need is none.
Transient,
Life is.
Understand,
humans cant.
Accept me,
perfetc.
till then;
16:03
