Saturday, May 13, 2006
-[Saint Willy]-
Sounds weird.
I can never be that.
I wonder how people can preach about the need to be rational and mature for every issue and decision we make.
Sounds so "un-humanly".
Don't we ever realised we are humans made of flesh and bone, something God(s) aren't made of. And we make mistakes even when we grow old, just like a toddler falling helplessly when making his/her first few steps.
I'm not perfect.
Kent, Sorry if i disappointed you in a way or two, big or small.
Sorry Cheng for my unreasonable personality at times.
Sorry PeiLi cause it seems like i'm making use of you.
Sorry friends if i actually shock you, broke out of the mould you fixed me in.
Somewhere in time, you should start to look at me in different likes.
I'm much like a kaleidoscope, just that I'm not one that generates awesome and colourful pictures.
It's a great idea when we always keep trying to become better, and better.
But realised we're not good in everything, not to say everytime.
Just to let you know,
for everything I do,
I'll do it and give it my best, as of what im capable of at that point of time.
Meaning, i wont launch myself fulling into one thing at a time, i have more than one pivots lay on me,
and i have to make my choices.
I'm sorry Miss L(just to protect you/me from any lawsuits), if im not performing up to your expectations.
I'll do my best for my A's whatever i'm allowed to do.
I'm not after the best.
Just my best.
I wasnt the best all the time when i was back in secondary school.
I was always the slightly above average kid.
Somehow the words you say have very sarcastic and negative connotations that hurt not only me, but quite some people.
I dont blame you, really.
You are really patient, from the way you tutor the everybody-want-to-stangle XY.
At least, I still and always respect you.
So to say. I'll do my best.
In the garden of love.
till then;
01:20
