-[ Fibrill of Memories ]-
What's up with memories?
Do they give you strength?
If you think they do, they dont. If you think they dont, you're right, they don't. duh
Make no mistakes, draw no more power from them.
Kim Sun Ah said in her role as Kim Samsoon to "stop thinking memories has any power at all. Memories are plainly for reminiscence." When I first heard it, I was so ready to rebuke all of what was said. Taking a few more moments to run the past moments at the back of my head, I came to realised that she, or probably the script writer, is actually right. Although you might still have love for that person from your past relationships, things WILL never work out again as lovers. Anger simmers to a nostalgic scar that hurts like a healing wound. Indulging in past successes lets you sink into a comfort zone heading for hell(quote: LFY).
But I will never choose to hide any of my memories for good. I like memories, happy or sad, exciting or boring. It lets me know, and makes me grow. It makes me feel the pain of yesterday, and prevents the grand fall from ocurring a.much.a.p. However, I'll keep telling myself to never let it get the better of me. It's not easy, but i have to try.
=)
To be frank, I actually prefer sad memories than jovial-er ones. I'm pessimistic about the past, optimistic about the future and unsure of now.
Unveil the future. Understand the present. Change your past.
Trirony.
till then;
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