-[ Post-Exams Blues ]-
It s***s when you finished your exams and you are left hanging in the air, when you cant work right now because of your travel plans, when you were so frantically squeezing in the last bit of whatever subject you were studying into your brain prior to the paper, when you have all the time but too many things you wanna accomplished that you end up doing none. Living a day at a time.
Then again, with all the time in the world currently, I tend to think more, maybe too much. Probably to the point that I became unsatisfied with many things, that I realised things should not be this way.
It's hard, when things became a habit and you finally realised you can't take it. I can change myself, but I changed others.
Ever since secondary school days, I've been put through quite a lot till I accepted change as a continual progression of my body and soul. But then I realised that most people around me dont like changes, prefers constants. That's when clashes arise, and to me, I dont like quarrels, so I would most of the time choose to compromise. Without doubt, as time passes, I realised I've lost myself(cliche, ya blah blah) and I dont know what I'm doing.
But I gotta say there's a limit.
I've gotta be me.
till then;
01:17
